Poem

What's a poem?

Keeps me wondering

or rather awaiting a rendering

of an expert portraying a mystic wandering

Is it

lyrical beauty with complexity?

or is it

Rhyme with  apt felicity?

or rather

Huge vocabulary with a pinch of absurdity?

Not one but many interpretation

Very few living up to my expectation

Here I am with my explanation

Expression with a lot of exuberation

Its just an abstract with nothing intact

flowing through your heart

not thinking past

just relishing the art,

expressing my thought here I am

with a proem for the lovely poem.

 

Rani Mukherjee

The queen of hearts

The sweet of tarts

ever so pretty

finesse and gritty

millions of hearts filled with love only for her the mighty Aphrodite

Just a glance enough to kill

Hazel eyes, where the beauty lies

Her hair, oh my! what a flair

Wonder why beauty took eons to descend

From heaven or well above.

Have no words to express my love

for the lady who deserves nothing but WOW.

Blog revival

Be it anything and everything You'll have to start at the very point where you left it. Clear in mind with a better thought process here I am kick starting my dear blog after a really long time. Feeling elated or rather Ecstatic.

Why I started this blog ? To express myself.
Why I stopped blogging ? Too many dishes in my platter.

Confused is what I was days, months, years together not knowing what I really have to do. Tried to be Jack of all trades just to realize you'll never be master of even one. Mental stability is what was lacking. Not literally :P but still.

 Many of us go through this phase I believe. All I really want to say is that. Do what your heart desires, do what gives you happiness, why think further and bother yourself.

Love as pleasant as it does first starts from within. We as people should learn to love ourselves. I love me when I'm satisfying me or rather when I complete me. That completeness is something which you get only when you love what you do and do stuff that you love to do. In my case had too many affairs to take care of.

I really want to embark on this very journey just to make myself happy hoping for nothing but a soul stirring ecstatic feel.




 

A Demented soul

Singing in the rain
            with my heart full of pain
writing this down
            to let you know how people frown
gazing at me
           like an alien on ground

Naked the word though I was
           never bothered in your presence
Covered the word yes I am
           feeling incomplete in your absense

Is this my fate or
               plenty more to hate
me,the arrogant lover
              looking at the sun
                  hoping you'd hover
Foolish the word people provide
         leaving it to you girl you decide
   right I thought cause you reside
      in my thoughts leaving plenty aside


waiting for your arrival
                the
reason for my survival
Dementia you are
Demented I am
dear change it to
Panacea you are
Panache I am.

Not Always

Travelling in a bus, Sunitha and Vanitha were into a serious discussion. Vanitha kept repeating Whatever it is, you have committed a sin.Now you have to pay for it. Sunitha was calm and she kept saying "what is done is done and nothing can be changed.Think positively!".There is nothing positive to it. Anitha, you are in big trouble.You are gonna suffer a lot.Your entire life is destroyed. Don't be so apprehensive,its gonna bring her happiness and nothing else said Sunitha. Having a baby before marriage is to be ashamed of and there is nothing to be happy about. Vanitha stop pointing your fingers at her. It is a beautiful feeling.It just happened.Its a boon from god for their love.


Boon ha!! you serious, when she suffers, she'll get to know whether it is a boon or a bane.Stop giving out dialogues. Ok be it. It is a mistake but it was not only Anitha's fault.It is Anuj's fault too. His fault oh! but who is gonna pay?.I trust him Vanitha, he is a good man.He will not leave her.

Good man ughh,a man who can't wait till marriage. Vanitha don't be so narrow minded.It's love that brought them closer.We'll get to know whether its love or lust when she tells him she is pregnant.Why don't you understand the beauty of their love.Why blame you its not only you nobody understands.That is what even I'm saying society will not approve and she is gonna suffer.You are going back there again just stop it.She trusted him and thus gave herself completely.

All these dialogues of yours will do no good when people start questioning.When that happens she'll have to act dumb and that too all alone.Stop it Vanitha she will not be alone,he will be with her.

The bus stopped.Get down Anitha you have to meet him at 10:00 am right its already 9:50 am ,he'll be waiting.Just go tell him the good news.Ya ya tell the good news and you'll get to know how fast he can run.

Not kinky yet...!!!

Out on the road walking down the lane
                     just a formal date unexpected yet great
gliding on my body kissing me head to toe
                       in my shirt and on my chest

Love never dies

A white car on a black road,Radhika the lady of our story is driving it."Tujhe dekha toh yeh jaana sanam" its her mobile.With a lot of glitter and happiness in her face she picks it up.CLICK About her hmmm what shall i say she is a reasonably tall girl with powerful eyes and long straight hair.She did her graduation in the LOC university in New Delhi and currently she is working as a HR executive."Hi Honey" said Radhika with a wide smile on her face.The Honey for her tongue and a teddy for her arms and the man of her life was Rohit.Crazy guy I must say.He is a good looking guy with a reasonable height (Taller than Radhika thats all is necessary right ya he has it).Even he completed his graduation fom LOC university in New Delhi.Hmmm got it? no oh .Both of them studied together in college and were great friends.When their friendship turned into love nobody knows not even them.Their marriage is on the cards.Its next week.Too much of flashback lets get back to the phone call.

"Hi Sexy" replied Rohit with a giggle."Sir seems to be in an awesome mood today" said Radhika forgetting all her office and household tensions as always when talking to Rohit."Hmmm Hmmm you think so" asked Rohit."Ya I know so" said Radhika with a lot of confidence.Puzzled to the core Rohit asked "What How When ahhhhh Nat I should have known" said he with complete disappointment."Yup So... Congrats dear on your promotion"she shouted out loud.Nat Nat Nat is Natasha a close friend of Rohit and Radhika."Wait till I find her"-Rohit "Who"-Radhika "Who else"-Rohit "Oh Oh Nattie"-Radhika

"Poor Nat Radhi to your rescue" saying to herself Radhika calls Natasha from another phone keeping it on her left ear"Come on girl pick it up pick it up" "Hiiiii Radhi how was his reaction?"asked Natasha with anxiety all over."Run for your life"-Radhika "What???!!!"-Natasha “Rohit is on the loose”-Radhika “Oh my god he is here”-Natasha. “AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH” Radhika heard from both the sides

“Gotcha ha ha ,I poured coffee on her head” said Rohit with a sense of achievement. “Radhiii your stupid lover ahhhhhhh” weepingly Natasha said

Radhika could'nt control her laughter.She started laughing so badly that her stomach started aching.”guys guys please stop it I'm gonna die laughing" said Radhika still laughing .A loud noise followed by grave silence brought everything to a stop.

PLEASANT ENCOUNTER

It was a lovely evening with water drizzling like tiny pearls from the sky. Raj was walking down the lane. He was tired of all the hard day's work. It was 5:00 in the evening he was out from work. He had to walk for 15mins to reach his bus stop. As it was drizzling and the road's all wet and with puddles here and there he had to watch his step. "I hope I get a bus soon I don't wanna stand there for a long time like day before"thought he. Raj was cursing his boss as he was walking,there was a small lane to his right which cut through the road he was walking. He went right past the lane but suddenly stopped. As they say his heart skipped a beat. He did not move, taking a step or two behind, he stood straight to the lane and turned right just to see his favorite actress standing there. He was spell bound. His mind stopped cursing, it even stopped working. He was looking at her and only her. Her smile, her eyes, he was drowned in her presence. He was admiring her every bit. The way she carried her saree, the way her hair danced to the wind's tunes. Before he could get hold of the moment it just passed by as she got into her car and went away. He stood right there with eyes wide open for the next 5mins. "Hey you! move aside" said a lady, startled for a sec raj who was flying in the sky returned back to ground. He was blinking as if a somnambulist suddenly woke up. He started scolding himself for not making a move still he was happy and really proud that he saw her. His excitement was over the top he couldn't stop smiling. He was talking to himself. He could not wipe the smile off his face. He hopped into the bus and reached his house. Raj knew that its just an actress and not somebody close to him. Yet, he was not able to get down from cloud 9. He is not a guy who does crazy stuffs as a fan and he knows that she has done nothing to him but if he is happy, relieved off his daily tension just by looking at her or hearing her name then whats wrong in being a fan. The whole day he forgot everything and kept calling everybody "guess what" as he started went on and on. That night in a news channel she was interviewed and she was saying about the different places she visited for promoting her movie that day and she didn't even mention the place where the encounter happened. He smiled to himself and still kept calling everybody. The important thing is that he is happy and that is all that matters. Raj has not been this happy for a really long time. He'll never forget this pleasant encounter. The day passed and the next day everything was back to the usual work, office, tension. Obviously the actress would not know what she did to him but she sure made his day.

I LOVE YOU

Sitting in the beach shore
       gazing at the fading sun
waiting for his lady love
      dreaming of the lovely dove
waves of joy from the sea
      shouting out a lovely glee
pulling out the lover's heart
      into the misty scenic path
out came the lady love
      just to see her man's love
pumping hard in her presence
     his heart felt love that instance
crazy because of the blue
    the man said "I LOVE YOU"

CRY

HUMAN:
wonder what the birds feel
                     when they are hugged by the wind।
wonder what the wind feels
                     when it is kissed by the fish।
wonder what the fish feels
                     when they are caught in the net।
DYING FISH:
wonder why the human race
                   hasn't come to an end
killing us day by day
 cutting trees minute by minute
  polluting our world second by second
 dont they get fed up?
wishing to see a better world
                     with the humans out of sight।
i can't atleast my generation should।
                     rest in peace humans let us live in peace